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A downloadable game for Windows and macOS

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Adults Only (18+)

Updates are released the 3rd of every month. Join Patreon for access to all content!

This is a dark, corrupted, and twisted adult otome visual novel full of bad, brutal, and merciless ends. Don't expect a happily ever after anytime soon.

There is explicit sexual content in this game. Sex scenes can be disabled in settings, but it does not disable all nudity or risque scenes.

Bad language, adult themes, gore, extreme violence, murder, stalking, triggering topics, abuse, incest, nudity, suicide, unhealthy romanticized behaviors, and other bad stuff should be expected.


This game contains:
- MC customizable full name
- CG Gallery
- Play time over 8 hours in demo, 16 hours in full and growing.
- 4 love interests (2 complete, 1 currently in development, 1 coming soon)
- Numerous endings (14 for Sebastian's route, 11 for Julian, 11 for Brandon)
- Trigger warnings are listed per route. Review them for your own good!

Because this is a game in early development:

  • New sprites are in progress for all characters. (Quinn & Brandon coming soon.)
  • Story paths and routes are still being written.
  • CGs (NSFW too), BGs, & new sprites are in progress
  • No voiced dialog
  • GUI and old sprite art are done by the developer (oh the horror!)


Game Summary

Reality as we know it may be collapsing in on itself, because of one single human woman. The guardians of reality must investigate this matter urgently, determine the root cause, and either find a solution or destroy this segment of reality before things spiral out of control and the entire universe is destroyed!

But that's neither here nor there.

You are the main character of multiple versions (aka Routes) of multiple clusters of reality (aka Worlds). The characters around you will always be the same people, but the worlds will vary wildly. (New characters will be introduced in new worlds.)

Currently, only two routes in one world are available. This world is called "Obsession".

In this world, you're a troubled miserable college-age student trying to live her own life. You have two great friends, though they each have their flaws, and a brother, who you'd rather not talk about.

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Route #1 - Sebastian (Complete):

One day, a handsome stranger enters your life, and he doesn't want to leave. He likes you. He wants you. He needs you. He writes bad poetry about you. He is your soulmate. Your fate.

Whether you like it or not.

Route #2 - Julian (Complete):

You fell in love with Julian at first sight. He seems perfect. Kind, respectful, affectionate, and handsome too! 

But... he's hiding something.

You're smitten with him, probably a little too much. And you're certain he likes you too... but why is he pushing you away so hard? Why does he act so cruel sometimes?

Route #3 - Brandon (In Progress)

Your troubled, abusive childhood growing up with your biological brother and horrific parents in a mafia household. 

Brandon has always loved you and protected you. Your parents kept you isolated, abusing and neglecting you while praising and supporting him... and while grooming him to takeover the mafia family and training him to be a skilled murderer, businessman, and assassin. 

The more they tried to seperate you, the closer you two grow. You needed each other's love and support. Is it any wonder that the older you two grew, the trauma brought you closer together in unhealthy ways?

Route #4 - Quinn

Coming soon - Your best (and only?) friend.

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And more importantly, how is anything you're doing destroying reality?!

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About Worlds

This game will be made up of 3-5 worlds, with the overarching mystery of 'Particles' and the destruction of reality spanning across them all.

Obsession is the first and current world.

The next world is called 'Remembrance' and will begin development in 2023. Check out the 'Select World' screenshot for more info on this world. 

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I need your help to continue development! If you enjoy the game, please consider subscribing to the Patreon!

Updated 28 days ago
StatusIn development
PlatformsWindows, macOS
Rating
Rated 4.1 out of 5 stars
(22 total ratings)
AuthorArewar
GenreVisual Novel
Made withRen'Py
TagsAdult, Dark, Dating Sim, Erotic, Female Protagonist, Horror, Otome, Romance, yandere
Average sessionAbout a half-hour
LanguagesEnglish
InputsKeyboard, Mouse, Touchscreen
AccessibilityOne button
LinksTwitter, Tumblr

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particles-of-reality-win.zip 295 MB
Version 0.3.2.0 28 days ago
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particles-of-reality-osx.zip 277 MB
Version 0.3.2.0 28 days ago

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I finished 1.5 routes and feeling pretty vindicated for my very strong dislike of cats lol 

I really love this game and even joined patreon for more content. You're doing amazing! Thank you for making this game!!

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I've been on a little indie yandere VN kick recently, but this one in particular convinced me that I had to make an account to leave a comment about how much I loved it. The summary is not lying! This game is darker than most of the other yandere VNs I've played, which is perfect for me, because I'm very into that.

First of all, the art is really nice. The character sprites all look attractive, and they all have multiple expressions which enhance the story and are just fun to look at overall. My favorites have to be Sebastian's childishly happy and smug expressions, and Brandon's evil smirk. Not so coincidentally, Sebastian and Brandon happen to be my favorite characters.

I find the amount of content and playtime available in the demo extremely impressive. The routes were longer than I'm used to for most indie otome VNs I've played, but I really enjoyed that fact! The choices lead to drastically different situations and consequences, which makes me feel like they have impact and provide fresh, new content. After that, there are the other characters, plus plenty of endings, PLUS side-stories - so that totals even MORE content (not even including the different worlds that are planned).  I really want to stress the amount of time, work and love that I can tell has been put into this game, just from seeing the sheer size and breadth of it. I spent a good day playing (but not finishing!) the demo, and it was a day well spent. Just because it's large doesn't mean it shirks on quality, though! I always felt entertained and was never bored by the routes and choices I experienced. The writing, music and sfx all worked together fantastically.  I will definitely be replaying to unlock more scenes, and I'll be checking back for updates too!

If my friends were into the same things I am, I would definitely recommend this game to them! I'd love for more people to find it. In fact, I find it borderline CRIMINAL that this VN hasn't received the amount attention I think it deserves!

This game got me shook more than Boyfriend to Death lol!

the way I was praying for the brother to help but NoOOooOOOOoOoOOOOOo the way I switched to Team Sebastian  for that one ending.


Love the game and can't wait for the next update

out of pure curiosity, when do you think the base game will be done? (sorry if this is a stupid question). thanks for your time :) i love the game btw !

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Hoping around Feb 2023 for ‘Obsession’ to be complete, but not set in stone. When the steam store page is available, I’ll announce it in a devlog.

Due to content restrictions, Brandon’s route will not be available in the base game on any store, but will be a free external patch after release. Until then, the remainder of Brandon’s route will be exclusive to Patreon.

You can read the public posts below for details. https://www.patreon.com/posts/long-term-plans-70155523 https://www.patreon.com/posts/long-term-plans-70155523

*squints* Blood related brother or..

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Yes, Brandon is a blood-related brother in the 1st and current world ‘Obsession’.

There are content warnings on the Warning Tab for each route, so please review them all! If incest is a no-thanks for you, do not play Brandon’s route.

Other routes have references to Brandon’s past abuse of his sister, and there may be a rare scene where he flirts with her as well. These are brief scenes with limited detail that exist for story advancement.

The next world “Remembrance” will be free of incest, which starts development in 2023.

Thanks for the info.

Incest is not really my thing, but tbh Brandon is so well written that he is actually my favorite character! I am really looking forward to supporting you guys on Patreon and playing his route. When do you think the updated sprite art will be out for him?

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The sprite will probably be completed within the next two weeks, and be a part of the next September official release.

There’s a small work-in-progress preview on Discord now in the public channel. Once it’s complete, the full sprite preview will be posted on the Patreon for Early Alliance+ members.

Depending on when the artist finishes it, it may also be a part of the next early-access/beta build on Patreon too.

I expect Quinn’s sprite (and maybe Monika’s too) to be a part of the October build.

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Yay! I just want to say that I really appreciate this game. There are far too few male yanderes, and your writing really helps you grow attached to the characters. I hope you keep making good progress! Take care of yourself <3

Will be on steam?

Eventually I hope to put it up there, but it’s going to be awhile!

THX for your answer :)

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EDIT: yep, as i thought, this game is worth it! It is well-written & i am looking forward to more. And the soundtrack is really good too, i hope there will be the option to buy the soundtrack one day:´)


well it´s fine, i was really looking forward to it.
joining patreon for more content was worth my money but i am disappointed at the turn of events lol. I am pretty disappointed that sebastian just...drops the player because of a certain thing. I was just as flabberghasted as alexander tbh wow lol what an awful way to get to know the characters lmao! I got unlucky and aced all dead ends in his route. Anyway, i am very disappointed in the character but the writing is good and the characters make sense so even though i am not really satisfied with the content, i do recommend you to give it a try

a little bit spoilers?


wow sebastian, you´re really hung-up on that stupid "pure girl" concept???? I thought u were better than this XD....his love can´t be that strong, then XD wow XD!

I am so excited for this game!! I have never joined a Patreon before, but I may have to for this one; it has all the elements I want, and I don't want the devs to give up on such a promising game :')

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owo cant wait for new update

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I haven't played this but Quinn is a hottie mcthottie for real like hiiiiiii baby <3 will be keeping an eye on this!